Two Poems - Dante Fuoco
Arrival
Every day I am running late.
It means you stay, stay
longer than others
a friend tells me. I
like this friend. I wait
for her at a café
even though we’ve made
no plans to meet. I’m
always waiting for people
it seems. Once, or maybe
many times, I was waiting
for a sentence to end
for so long I thought
it never would, so I
left. But then it did
and I was late again.
My father says I used
to be nice. My college
friends don’t say a thing.
I’m waiting for the courage
to dawdle on the sidewalk
knowing full well how
infuriating this may seem
how inconsequential my gait
is in a world that is
tearing. In a world
that is tearing I am
waiting for love. That
is, I am in love. That
is: I never left the
room that held this love
despite my being
summoned away. Who
waits for their heart to send
itself away? No one, of
course, for love is its own
clock. I’m running late
because I like to stay.
I like ticking
the abacus into a song.
I like counting grains
of wood. I’d like
another piece of bread
please. He and I, we
stay in that room, our
own little city. We
take the butter, the kind
others lampoon, and
we wait for it to
melt into our wrinkles
into our hands.
Forecast
The wind callouses the world, I think
I think because the world calloused me
and never left a mark (only the thought of
one) that we can be whipped this way
and that and call it weather.